i call it MIRACLE

I still remember my wish in my 21th birthday

I wish everything become better

but God said something else

I think it is not getting better but getting worse

I have lost everything in an instant

all I have built from beginning

I initially could not accept

I was disappointed and angry

every night I cry and blame myself

I feel to be the most sinful

but God said to me

to serve Me is not only for status, but because you love Me

I realized that I was wrong

I started to get up from my slump

and looked around me

there is still much more needs me

I began to understand the purpose of God

God made me experience it all for a particular purpose

so I learned to return to the original purpose of God

learn from my mistakes yesterday to rise people who are more extraordinary than them for God

when I lifted my hand, God worked amazingly in my life

He brings me meet an extraordinary girl in magical way

I always call it a miracle