counting time towards the end of the year

counting time towards the end of the year
huaaaa
I am so excited to welcome in the year 2010, year of EMPOWERMENT

new year
new hope
new faith

This made me reflect that there are so many events that I have spent during the year 2009
either bad or good events
thank God for an extraordinary ENCOUNTER "getting God's vision"
I actually saw the mercy of god in ENCOUNTER
thanks for all God has entrusted to me

this year God has made me strong when I have to lose everything I've built from zero
but much can I learn from this event
"I serve God not because the status, but because I love my God"

but I enjoyed every existing process
I always try to thank every event that I experienced
I am grateful to have a great and a big GOD in my life

I am very grateful to the most important people for me this year:
# Ka Franz & Ka Chiqa
#Andre, Jejes, Yogi, Aldy, Siska
#Kharisma, Nando, Acha, Lulu, Keke, Gun, Dea, Risye, Jojo (and all the Angela's areas that I can not mention one by one)
#Rina Melisa M and Alexander Anugrahputra (my luphly daughter and her dad.ahahahha)
# and the last to someone (you were one of those close to me in this year.ahahahha)



I am very thankful for your prayers,your cares, and your covers for me

and the last I just wanted to say that I want in the next year we will still be together
walking together as a FAMILY to serve GOD
I believe next year will be more extraordinary than this year

let's end this year with thanks
cos GOD is GOOD all the time

see you next year

love you all,

-tashaluphs-

i can't survive anymore

someone told me,

if you want to forget someone
put all about that person into the box
key that box

throw that key as far as possible

and put that box deep inside your heart

let the box still in your heart
without having to open it again

I have been trying to survive with your attitude
but now i can't survive anymore
I am not as strong as you think
sorry
I had to put all of our memories into that box that I would never go back

if you want me to back i promise, you will never find me to back