i am so grateful

words can not describe how much I feel so grateful

sometimes I lost my words to express it

God I am so grateful for his presence in my life

He is more than I ever expected

HBD MY INSPIRATOR

today is his birthday

i have ever written about him as my dreambuilder, 

but now i want to talk about him as my inspirator

yesterday my friend said 

"As a teacher he is not only teaching, but also inspires us"

yes, i do agree with my friend

i can say that i can not be in this point now without his support, admonition and advice

Talk about inspire, inspire is not from what you have already said, but from your life

From him i learn how to be inspire, how to touch people heart, how to fulfill my calling

it's not from what he was already said, but from his action

Inspiration talk about how we are changing the lives of others through our life and what we are doing

"Finish what you have already started tas" #ROR

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

MY INSPIRATOR

♥♥♥

grace of my life

In the silence my mind is free//To think of the ways that God has blessed me//It's easy to see how He's been so kind//Any proof I might need is right here by my side//If I need evidence God is good//Just looking at you is enough//You are the grace of my life//For you grace my life with your love//Love that is pure, so faithful and strong//You forgive me when I do you wrong//I've seen in you time after time//A picture on earth of love so divine//I am amazed for how can it be//That someone like you would love someone like me//

DIA

Temukan apa arti di balik ceritahati ini terasa berbunga-bungamembuat seakan aku melayang terbuai asmara

adakah satu arti dibalik tatapantersipu malu akan sebuah senyumanmembuat suasana menjadi nyatabegitu indahnya

dia seperti apa yang selalu ku nantikan, aku inginkandia melihat ku apa adanya seakan ku sempurna

tanpa buai kata tercuri hatikudia tunjukan dengan tulus cintanyaterasa berbedasaat bersamanyaaku jatuh cinta
dia bukakan pintu hatiku yang lama tak bisapercayakan cinta hingga dia disnimemberi cinta ku harapan

thanks for making my day become colorful

He came suddenly, at the time I never thought. His heart changes everything,changes my life, changes my days. We always sharing together, listen to the same songs together, do silly things together. However we really enjoy it. He always makes me strong when I am weak. He always there when I am cry. He is the grace of my life

thanks for making my day become colorful

great time with a great man :)

I wish I could see through your eyes, so I would know what you like to see.
I wish I knew your wishes, so I could give you everything you want.
I wish I dreamed the same dreams you do,and together we could make them come true.
I wish I knew what makes you happy,so I could make you the happiest person in the whole world.
And lastly, I wish I were a cell in your blood,so I would be sure I was somewhere in your heart.

my sweet 24th birthday

Actually this is my first birthday far from my family, community and people that i love. Yesterday i felt so sad, wanna crying so loud. i miss about everything and most of all i was sad because i know i will celebrate my birthday alone. 

But i was wrong. First person who texted me was him from indonesia, yes i know, i was too believe he was in Indonesia at that time.

In the morning, I was awakened by surprise from him, which at first I thought he was in Indonesia. I was silent, shocked, and didn't know what to say. He who texted me last night was in manila now in front of me  carrying cupcakes.

Anw i am 24 y.o. now. Thank God for Your blessing through the last year, i learn much about faith and grace. Thank you for my mom, dad. inal n aaron who sent me a piglet cupcake, Thank you mamibabi n papibabi who also gave me a piggy cake. thank you for ko redy n ci elsa too, but most of all thak you for him who came to manila, give me a cupcake *i was very shocked because when i see the cupcake's character, i realize that you know detail about me*, thank you for piggy doll, thank you for "mie baso" and thank you for your time that you spent in manila with me

thank you for making my birthday so special :) 

mengenangmu (dedicated for my school mate)

Takkan pernah habis air mataku

Bila ku ingat tentang dirimu

Mungkin hanya kau yang tahu

Mengapa sampai saat ini ku masih sendiri

Adakah disana kau rindu padaku

Meski kita kini ada di dunia berbeda

Bila masih mungkin waktu berputar

Kan kutunggu dirimu 

Biarlah ku simpan sampai nanti aku kan ada di sana

Tenanglah diriku dalam kedamaian

Ingatlah cintaku kau tak terlihat lagi

Namun cintamu abadi 

love and pain

if we love each other, then why do we hurt each other

how precious they are in my live

dan bila aku berdiri

tegar sampai hari ini

bukan karena kuat dan hebatku

semua karena cinta

semua karena cinta

tak mampu diriku berdiri tegak

terima kasih cinta

dreamkiller vs dreambuilder

several days ago my friends always talk about dream killer

what is dream killer?

dream killer is someone who cut your dream. if you have big dreams she or he will always says that we don't have to have big dreams like that. he or she will make you down and think that you can't reach your big dream.

but now, i don't want to talk about dreamkiller. i would like to talk about dreambuilder

yesterday i talked a lot with him

he is not my boyfriend or someone that i like

he is my mentor, teacher, and best friends

he has a humble heart

for me, he is my dreambuilder

yesterday, we have been talking for 2 hours

yes, we talked a lot about my dreams, my passion and my vission

he always helps me to see a bigger dream that i never thought before

he could always make me to never stop dreaming, and assured me that I am able to reach it

he always says that i have a potential more that i ever thought

he is my best motivator

when i feel so desperate, he can bring back my dreams

when i see one step ahead, he helps me to see two steeps ahead

and today, his words always in my mind. his word makes me strong and never stop to dream

"it's not about your skill ,tas,it's about your compassion #ROR"

and i thanks God among many dreamkillers around me, I still have a dreambuilder that always brings me to have bigger dreams