Jumat, 30 September 2011

i love you, goodbye


I hope someday you can
Find some way to understand I'm only doing this for you
I don't really wanna go
But deep in my heart I know this is the kindest thing to do
You'll find someone who'll be the one that I could never be
Who'll give you something better
Than the love you'll find with me

Leaving someone when you love someone
Is the hardest thing to do
When you love someone as much as I love you
I don't wanna leave you
it tears me up inside
But I'll never be the one you're needing
I love you, goodbye

Selasa, 20 September 2011

LOVER become STRANGER

kadang masalah ini deh yang selalu bikin galau
and tonight i miss our time and everything bout you!
our time that we spent in that cafe and ate the ice cream
just you and me
i miss when we were talking in my room
once again, just you and me

saya pergi bukan berarti saya meninggalkan hati saya
saya masih membawa hati saya yang sama
hati yang masih terlalu mencintaimu

LOVER become STRANGER

dan sekarang saya menyadari ga ada lagi orang seperti kamu
dulu setiap saya ada masalah
saya selalu telepon kamu
setiap saya senang
kamu lah orang pertama yang tau

Sekarang kita berjalan ke dua arah yang berbeda
kamu menjadi orang yang snagat asing bagi saya
3 tahun adalah waktu yang cukup bagi saya untuk mencintai kamu

goodbye, my best friends

Minggu, 18 September 2011

just for you :)

dan aku akan membawa kamu ke dalam setiap mimpi yang sudah Tuhan kasih dalam hidupku

Senin, 12 September 2011

for my best lecture

This blog i dedicated for you
for me, he is not just my lecture, he is my father and my best friend
i admired him so much

this is for you,
my best lecture
Mr Robert Oloan Rajagukguk

Minggu, 11 September 2011

my fabulaous 23th birthday

surprise from mami papi babi


Surprise from kidos


This note always make me cry


Last week is my birthday
I realized that God is really good in my life
many things that make me amazed in my birthday
esspecially next year I realized that maybe I could no longer celebrate my birthday together
I may already be in another country

early in the morning when I woke up Ka Chiqa & Ka Frans came in with "THE HARVEST" tart
I am happy with what they always do when my birthday

afternoon suddenly there was a call from one of my mother's spiritual child
She said she wanted to meet me to discuss about her daughters
Our appointment at Aston Primera hotel at 4 o'clock
when I got there I talked long enough in the hotel room until finally there was "OB" who knocked on the door
I was asked to open the door,
and when the doors opened I was very speechless,
all my spiritual children, spiritual grandchildren and all the kids in my area come and bring me a cake
I cried
they give gift to me scraptbook

I see the gifts that night and i am crying
I amazed at how big my God is
He sent me a beautiful gift, which can never be exchanged for any
I cried when I know how sacrifice my children to be able to make a gift
God once again told me "Tash, I never owed ​​in your life"

I created this blog specially for all my little angels
God love you, so do i

Claudia, Sarah, Grace, Devina, Ina, Joy, Ebo, Jasson,
Christy, Nathalie, Ilene, Janice, Cindy, Leo, Anes, Gerald, Luis

Jumat, 02 September 2011

officially Renattasha, S.Psi







big lollipop from Ka Franz & Ka Chiqa. Big thanxz 4 u both



today is my big day 090811
hari yang mungkin sangat gua harepin terjadi selama 4 taun ini
hari yang ga pernah gua sangka bakal dateng secepet ini
beres semua jerih payah gua selama 4 taun

jadi seorang sarjana dalam waktu tercepat
i'm not the smartest student, but God made me the first

setalah 2 jam di ruang sidang,
Let me introduce:
RENATTASHA, S.Psi lulus dengan nilai A

in my big day i want to say thanks to:
mama, papa, inal, aaron. this is 4 u guys!

Robert Oloan Radjagukguk, Ph.D, Psik Gua beruntung banget bisa jadi anak bimbingannya. apa yang Bapa kasih bukan hanya sekedar bimbingan skripsi tapi bimbingan tentang segala hal. i admired Him so much. Jalan pikirannya yang sangat luas dan terbuka. Sosok seorang bapa yang mengayomi anaknya. walaupun kadang keliatan cuek tapi sebenernya Bapa tuh care banget.

Ni Luh Ayu Vivekananda, M.Psi, Psik. She is smart. Ka Ayu bukan hanya sekedar dosen pembimbing tapi sahabat yang baik. Walaupun suka ngilang. hahahaha. Tapi Ka Ayu bisa bikin gua tenang setiap kali gua panik ama semua deadline yang ada.

temen-temen 07. Koko Rocky, Agatha, Handha, Sita, Neysa, Ega, Shila, Restika, Dini, Ninis, Detsy, Ajeng, Galih, Easter, Vivi, Menjay, Agus, Bobby, Ika, Lisa dan semuanya. Makasih buat 4 tain bersama kalian. perjalanan yang banyak ngubah hidup gua. buat setiap semangad, doa dan canda tawanya. will gonna miss u guys

Frans Yanuar dan Jessica Amanda Damadjanto. it was amazing that i have u in my life. thanxz 4 sharing ur life to me. Ur pray and ur love. Nakasih udah dateng detik-detik menjelang saya sidang dengan permen lolinya. Love u most!