grace of my life

In the silence my mind is free//To think of the ways that God has blessed me//It's easy to see how He's been so kind//Any proof I might need is right here by my side//If I need evidence God is good//Just looking at you is enough//You are the grace of my life//For you grace my life with your love//Love that is pure, so faithful and strong//You forgive me when I do you wrong//I've seen in you time after time//A picture on earth of love so divine//I am amazed for how can it be//That someone like you would love someone like me//

DIA

Temukan apa arti di balik ceritahati ini terasa berbunga-bungamembuat seakan aku melayang terbuai asmara

adakah satu arti dibalik tatapantersipu malu akan sebuah senyumanmembuat suasana menjadi nyatabegitu indahnya

dia seperti apa yang selalu ku nantikan, aku inginkandia melihat ku apa adanya seakan ku sempurna

tanpa buai kata tercuri hatikudia tunjukan dengan tulus cintanyaterasa berbedasaat bersamanyaaku jatuh cinta
dia bukakan pintu hatiku yang lama tak bisapercayakan cinta hingga dia disnimemberi cinta ku harapan

thanks for making my day become colorful

He came suddenly, at the time I never thought. His heart changes everything,changes my life, changes my days. We always sharing together, listen to the same songs together, do silly things together. However we really enjoy it. He always makes me strong when I am weak. He always there when I am cry. He is the grace of my life

thanks for making my day become colorful

great time with a great man :)

I wish I could see through your eyes, so I would know what you like to see.
I wish I knew your wishes, so I could give you everything you want.
I wish I dreamed the same dreams you do,and together we could make them come true.
I wish I knew what makes you happy,so I could make you the happiest person in the whole world.
And lastly, I wish I were a cell in your blood,so I would be sure I was somewhere in your heart.

my sweet 24th birthday

Actually this is my first birthday far from my family, community and people that i love. Yesterday i felt so sad, wanna crying so loud. i miss about everything and most of all i was sad because i know i will celebrate my birthday alone. 

But i was wrong. First person who texted me was him from indonesia, yes i know, i was too believe he was in Indonesia at that time.

In the morning, I was awakened by surprise from him, which at first I thought he was in Indonesia. I was silent, shocked, and didn't know what to say. He who texted me last night was in manila now in front of me  carrying cupcakes.

Anw i am 24 y.o. now. Thank God for Your blessing through the last year, i learn much about faith and grace. Thank you for my mom, dad. inal n aaron who sent me a piglet cupcake, Thank you mamibabi n papibabi who also gave me a piggy cake. thank you for ko redy n ci elsa too, but most of all thak you for him who came to manila, give me a cupcake *i was very shocked because when i see the cupcake's character, i realize that you know detail about me*, thank you for piggy doll, thank you for "mie baso" and thank you for your time that you spent in manila with me

thank you for making my birthday so special :) 

mengenangmu (dedicated for my school mate)

Takkan pernah habis air mataku

Bila ku ingat tentang dirimu

Mungkin hanya kau yang tahu

Mengapa sampai saat ini ku masih sendiri

Adakah disana kau rindu padaku

Meski kita kini ada di dunia berbeda

Bila masih mungkin waktu berputar

Kan kutunggu dirimu 

Biarlah ku simpan sampai nanti aku kan ada di sana

Tenanglah diriku dalam kedamaian

Ingatlah cintaku kau tak terlihat lagi

Namun cintamu abadi 

love and pain

if we love each other, then why do we hurt each other