sweet goodbye

maybe I was too brave to take this decision

but already I think this decision carefully and without emotion

release does not mean I don't love you

but this is the best way for us

useless if we keep our relationship will only hurt us

hopefully someday you can find the perfect woman who you don't get from me

once again sorry I have to go and leave you

I went without tears, because I was numb with you

I am happy now

masih ada-kerispatih

Jangan kau tanyakan lagi
Hatiku pasti untukmu
Meski aku tak sempurna
Tak mampu jadi yang terbaik
Apapun yang terjadi ku kan slalu menjagamu
Sebesar ketulusan hatimu

Reff :
Masih ada rasa cinta disini
Yang sanggup membuatmu ada di hatiku, tak kan hilang
Dan masih ada
Kekuatan jiwaku tuk mempertahankan hidupku untukmu
Bersama s'lamanya
Semua yang t'lah kita lewati
Membuat kita dewasa
Untuk dapat memahami, menjalani
Semua cerita cinta kita berdua

Bridge :
Bertahanlah, untukku, karna
Ku cinta kamu

310311

listen my dear,
only God knows why we came up this way..
we've already tried,
but we can't fight no more..
there's something we can't work on..
so,
when the day has come,
let it be our heart will still be together..
even when we are separated by a long long distance..
trust me, my dear.
our love is the only thing precious..
that i'll take to my final rest..

need to be alone for a while

leave me alone for a while

23022011

now been through five days after the day

no sms, no bbm, no contacts

good

all the negative things and I fear for this appear as though

I am afraid in the end he will leave me like them

crying is not going to solve the problem

maybe he never knew what I was feeling

I felt pain, but he seems not to care

KKSK

ku tak akan pernah berpaling darimu
walau kini kau jauh dari ku
kan slalu ku nanti

karna ku sayang kamu

day 3

iloveyou