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and tonight I cried again because of him

tried to remain brave and strong

but I was not too strong to pretend it

I love him

still love you

I always tried to find his weakness so i can stop loving him

but I can't

I love him

i love him as much as I love him two years ago

never change

i tried to love another man

but i still love him

you're still the one that i love

Do you know how much have I have to force myself?

Can’t you hear my heart calling for you, loving you

But I can’t release my heart out for anyone to know

Can’t you hear my heart’s waiting there for you

Waiting for you to feel it.

I was hoping that you will realize someday

sorry for everything, you still my "man of God"